1. The crush was slowly crushing me, and the only way for me to get past it was to tell him how I felt or to start getting annoyed with the smallest of things about him, and build onto it from there.
2. The past was impeding the future again, so I took a moment to put it back in its place.
3. The decision to leave was not my own, rather it felt like something that was meant to be as opposed to a conscious choice.
4. Despite the odds and a typically pessimistic world view, there was nothing I could do to stop the upbeat attitude from taking over my life, and once it did, I hoped it would never stop.
There’s a bit more, here are there, but I still need to transcribe them from my notebook. Yeah, it’s March 2010 and I never got around to it. What of it?